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[17 May 2011|01:16pm] |
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forgetting then, that there isn't anyone to really help you anymore.
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[09 Dec 2010|02:28pm] |
uugh, i will totally fail my art history exam tomorrow. or, maybe not. it would be REALLY AWESOME not to, but i still don't really care. i should, because it's moneys, but also, i cant be buried with what i do or don't spend on taking art history 1 again so it doesnt matter.
question to those of you attending the same institution though! - how far can i get before i HAVE to take it again? i noticed there are some kids in senior years in my class. can i declare a major still if i fail this first year course? can i decide to not take it until after my thesis? because that would be soooooo nice!
anyways --- from now on i solemnly swear to attend (most) lectures.
a friend of mine died, not a super close one, and i am very very upset.
but i happen to still be living, so things aren't all that bad. ive been printing a shit ton and it's fun... i've been procrastinating studying a shit ton, and that's been fun too.
holy shit. alright. i will study.
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[22 Nov 2010|02:32pm] |
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keeping things nice and simple.
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[12 Oct 2010|12:28pm] |
BALANCING OUT THE SHITTY WITH THE GOOD
KOYANISQUAATSI ---
YO!
it's amazing when last ditch efforts totally pull through for you & your loved ones. i feel already that i've gained more love and not lost any respect and things feel right. things feel re assuring and i find my brain is finally at ease. i am able to let go of stress.
we might be a little bit weird, but we're weird together and it makes sense for us to be that way. i can't help feeling overjoyed.
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[09 Oct 2010|10:14am] |
REALLY? THANKSGIVING MEANS TAKING YR FATHER TA REHAB>>>> YRSELF
LIFE DEALS EM FAIRLY I GUESS
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[07 Oct 2010|11:02am] |
Always lurkin'.
Godda go do some errands, emailed in sick to work last night/this morning just because. shit's getting cold again and i am reminded of the physical pain of showering in a freezing house. i kept having this dream that a huge turtle was trying to eat my mouse and it was sucky. i kept trying to double tap the turtle, i guess like double clicking? thinking it would minimize.
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[13 Aug 2010|04:47pm] |
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so tired. things are good.
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[15 Jun 2010|10:54am] |
printing printing printing drawing playing music minimal food in the house compared to what's growing outside.
feeling and being responsible and not letting it's weight affect me. is that the right one?---- affect? i think so. blah blah blah, accidentally sleeping too much sometimes. and kind of waiting for things to work themselves out.
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[19 Apr 2010|10:15pm] |
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apparently I have 328 air miles. tonight Cloris Leachman spoke at my work and she was amazing. she swears just as much as any eighty three year old woman should.
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[06 Apr 2010|12:35pm] |
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i got into school for september. it's so nice to know that i will have that responsibility for the next four (maybe more?) years. i think i want to do my masters in norway. that would be WIIIICKKEDDDD shit. FRENCH FRIAR SHOW MAY 1ST. first show! we will hopefully have a fifth song done for it, which will mean we'll have about six minutes worth of material. HARDxBOILED, i had to get blood and heart imaging crap done yesterday because i have crazy leg numbness and am developing sort of a fainting thang. now im waiting on a call from a neurologist which i hope comes sooner than later. that shit takes way too long sometimes
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[10 Mar 2010|02:42pm] |
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SO chris & I put our first super rough crap track song on the FRENCH FRIAR myspace yesterday, LISTEN TO IT HURRRR. I can't wait to record it well and make the guitars sound all crushing: AND PROPERLY MIC'ING DRUMZ. so far im happy with the direction it's going -- these first songs are super simple + just fun to play which is nice cus' they opened the floodgatezzz for some sweet shreds that will hopefully be ready soon.
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[06 Mar 2010|02:06pm] |
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i look and felt like crap in this picture but i like the BANGS. ... BANGS??? SHOULD I???? SO LAME!!
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[05 Mar 2010|12:24pm] |
GEY POLL:
DO I GET BANGS AGAIN?
PLEASE TELL ME I DONT KNOW ANYTHING OK OK OK O K!
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[04 Mar 2010|09:33pm] |
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Calling 9-1-1 when you're high (for a legitimate reason, I might add) can be quite sobering.
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[01 Mar 2010|12:10pm] |
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UHH I FRENCH FRIAR MIGHT BE PLAYING THE SAME FESTIVAL AS THE MELVINS. definitely NOT THE SAME SHOW, BUT STILL HELLA KEWL!! PROLLY GET TO SEE THE MELVINS 4 FREE!
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[25 Feb 2010|11:27am] |
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feel VERY un - sure and uhhhh generally not good about the interview i just had. fack!
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[24 Feb 2010|11:26pm] |
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sometimes i think i really don't have a grip on much of anything anymore. everything is out of my hands right now and it's so frustrating. i left work hoping i would feel better but the closer i got to home the worse i began to feel. im not sure what i've done to merit feeling so worthless and wrong but it's there and that's that for now, i guess. i will just stop reaching out. i should have gotten the picture.
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[22 Feb 2010|11:47pm] |
rough couple of days.
and the craziest urge to listen to Turn It Around. over and over and over in it's entirety. maybe i need to get xPOSIx. or something. fuck it.
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[22 Feb 2010|01:04am] |
OK, SO, I LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF VERDI'S REQUIEM. I WAS TOO QUICK TO JUDGE OPERA.
ONE (1) STUPID SOPRANO AND ONE (1) PIANIST WITH AN ANNOYING PAGE TURNER IS TERRIBLE.
BUT A CHOIR, FOUR SOLOISTS AND A FULL ORCHESTRA PERFORMING SUCH AN EPIC PIECE OF MUSIC (I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER HEARD A REQUIEM I DIDN'T LIKE) RULES HARD.
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[12 Feb 2010|02:59pm] |
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+++++++++++ i woke up to my first phone call from moshi this tour. he's in frankfurt!
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